Ryan

He is maddening;
absolutely intoxicatingly
infuriating -
imaginatively wonderfully
demeaning in a manor
of the finest physicians of the mind.

He is frustrating;
amazingly splendidly
aggravating - a character
actor to the nth degree,
fooling everyone with
his calm facade.

Chaos of ages
long gone wreak eternal havoc
inside a brilliant
yet sick and sadistic
mind.
I look at him and
see a portrait of me.

I look at him and see
where I used to reside -
a cold and bitter heart and
a cold and bitter mind.
We are maddening.